the little spots

a year pass by, silently. i couldn't even notice the time *weired sentence -.-''' . it's a pleasent time with my love one, FAKA. but, there are a little things , that spotted on my feelings. it is, a disappointment. for the things that i wish he forget, but he couldn't. for the things that i wish he could trust, but he couldn't. and for the things that i wish he could remember, but he couldn't.

or maybe i'm the one who have failed in my promise. to make him walked away from his past, and live happily ever after or to make him comfy inside my heart. have i failed ? but, all of that seems like little spots in my heart. i am happy with him. he has magic in his eyes. he could cheer me up and make the grey sky vanish. he is my lucky charm. he makes me feel lucky all the time because he is mine. he is a gift from god. and god want me to take care of him and always please him. these are the reasons that keep me happy and patience to wait for him..


kau tercipta untukku
menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu,
membuatku terdiam dan terpaku,
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah,
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku,
banyak kata,
yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan,
kepada dirimu,
aku ingin engkau selalu,
hadir dan temani aku,
di setiap langkah,
yang meyakiniku,
kau tercipta untukku.
meski waktu akan mampu,
memanggil seluruh ragaku,
ku ingin kau tahu,
ku selalu milikmu,
yang mencintaimu,
sepanjang hidupku..

sungguh,
hanyalah dirimu yang aku cintai,
dan sungguh,
ku kan di sisimu hingga ku mati.

aku ingin engkau selalu,
hadir dan temani aku,
di setiap langkah,
yang meyakiniku,
kau tercipta untukku,
sepanjang hidupku..

WRITTEN BY ; EIJA