fakaa :(

well. this problem is kinda too soon for me. i didn't expect it to be so soon camni.. so it makes me feel so crazy and full of tensions!! segalanye yang saye buat, takde yang okey. mood entah kemane2, selera makan pon dah takde, malas ya rabbi kat rumah, selalu temenung sorang2.. well. ape ape pon i tepakse hadapi nye jugak kan. and i'm sure sangat sangat yang dia akan balik jumpa saye. not like dia pergi cari lain kan. oh ye.. lupe nak kasitau. asyik bebel aje sampai taktau ape subjeknye hari ini kan kawan kawan. actually faka nak sambung belajar. dia dah diterima oleh TNB, and akan pergi meninggalkan saye di Kuala Lipis ni selama 6 BULAN! so extremely soon and extremely tension for me. huwaaa! kenapa cepat sangat nehh. tak sedia lagi nak jauh2. da almost ready da. tapi tak sangke sungguh cepat camni. :(

anyway.. terpakse la jugak izinkan dia pergi belajar. TERPAKSA dan DIPAKSA. i wish him lucks. and i'll blow away my hugs and kisses, my loves and misses, a thousand miles away. *sedeh giler ayat kuh ini.* and and i will always wait for him, and and love him with all of my hearts.

note : mesti nanges ni nanti.